Allison Holker’s recent reflections on her late husband, Stephen “tWitch” Boss, shed light on the hidden struggles he faced and the lasting impact of his tragic passing. As she prepares to release her book, This Far: My Story of Love, Loss, and Embracing the Light in February, Holker hopes to inspire conversations about mental health, grief, and the importance of seeking help.
In a candid interview with People, Holker revealed the startling discovery of a hidden stash of substances, including mushrooms and pills, in tWitch’s closet. She recounted the emotional weight of uncovering these items while preparing for his funeral, describing it as a “triggering moment” that unveiled the depth of his private battles.
Through reading her husband’s journals, Holker learned about his lifelong struggles, including references to childhood trauma. While the initial revelations felt like a betrayal, they ultimately deepened her empathy. She now believes that tWitch used self-medication to shield his loved ones from his pain, driven by his profound care for others.
Holker’s decision to share these deeply personal experiences stems from a desire to help others who may be facing similar challenges. She hopes her book and openness will encourage people to recognize the importance of seeking support and reduce the stigma surrounding mental health struggles.
